It's really ridiculous when people think that just getting a mohawk will make them punk rock. Do they even know how stereotypical and trendy that is? They think if they wear a sex pistols shirt and jump around being an idiot and hate everyone then you are automaticly a punk rocker. "fuck the government, but why? who cares! We're too PUNK to care." You don't have to know what it's really about... as long as you have a mohawk, a pair of converse, and a studded pyramid belt.
I can't believe some people actually think like this.
There is just something so very un-punk about having to show off how "punk" you are by having to shout it around in public places while wearing a band shirt and all this hot topic merchandise shit.
Can't they tell that there is most definatly more to punk culture than this, and that there are people out there that can tell you are clearly naive about what they are projecting.
It's really strange when you find out that something that you have thought for a really really long time and some what let go was true. You know.. like you tell yourself something to make yourself feel better and get over something, Tell yourself something to make yourself happy.. and then later you find out what you had been telling yourself is true. It's strange, But in a fantasticly fucking good way.
On a seperate note.. just got back from fair with about 30 mesquito bites. Impressed? I worked Snowcone Jacks, and it was good. Not to mention throwing my sleeping pattern off about 5 hours.
I say LJ should be the happening thing again,like before myspace. That was way better. .....
on a harsher...ish note... The best Pun ever as of a few weeks ago= "I don't hate her... she never actually Fucked me... well. she did" "yes I know what you mean... like she didn't fuck you over" "welll... she did that too. .. sorry. bad pun."
Ok, just about 3 good years of this and I'm going to kill. I NEED OUT OF ROSEBURG. During the summer I don't want to be cooped up at home, Not having anywhere to ride my bike to, No parks to go to down the street, No fun parties to attend. Shit.
Maybe it is that people update this journal more in the summer, when there is nothing better to do. Now I'm all busy with school and such. Went to Carlson's last night. He's sad about stacey, still. I'll see him tonight as well. :] Still a blast seeing him, but we don't see each other as much. possibly because its not summer... but maybe not. It is spring break now though. Shows, last night(march 24)..Tonight(March 25), Tuesday night(March 28), and Thursday night(March 30).
Relationships are so confusing. I wish everyone would just get the fuck along and be happy. .. On a second note.... please assist me on my choice of a new synth. You know who you are... Maybe you should come down to Eugene so we can look at them and play around with them... Or I could come up to Portland....and whatnot.
and a third note.... come one, come all. the Clouds Debut on Dec. 9th at the Elks Lodge. Better than disco punk.... what disco punk? hwwwaaaaat? . cuntslobber. . ....eww. goodnight.
I havent updated this shit in a while. Not much new. started school which is going pretty well but urrrr, Dont want to do the work. Its Halloween on Monday, don't know what I'm gonna do.. Might go To Kenzie's if shes having a party, Or might Go over to Wes's house with Cierra.... Not a clue. Just got out of a relationship. I'm not hurt. I dont care. Emily Is at my house right now so that's fun. What else to say. I'm Doing Good.
Hey y0o. Im at azalea's house....today is azalea's birthday... Tomorrow is azalea's birthday picnic at the cheese park and 2:30 weee. Now gotta go get some nachos
hair still isnt good enough for me.. needs something more.. thinking about putting some color right in front of my ears... like.. just tone down the red a little dont know..
not sure yet.. should call wendy.
on another note.. Josh = amazing
not many people here in roseburg think that, but hes rad as hell. baaaaaaoowwwwwwwwwwww. bye
Emily is over.... were having alot.. of fun..... asdfghjkl; my hair is bright red..... BRIGHT red... scary. and... im gonna sneeze... blup. not much to say... at all... so buy bye bi
Its summer but i dont know if im happy or sad about it. I dont think ill ever get over the fact that Mitch left without saying goodbye to anyone....
Yesterday after school, me and emily hung out with Mrs Kaser for about 1 hour after school got out..... we talked with her for a long time about stuff... which happened to bring mitch up and she said , "Two things really helped him out this year were, One, he was on probation, which just scared him into doing his work.. and Two, You, emma. I dont think you realized it but he wanted you to think He wasnt just a slacker... " it shocked the hell out of me so the only words that came out of me were "....what?...........me?"
it just hit me like a falling tree. ... i dont know why.. but....... it meant something to me.. .... and now..its the first day of summer and what do me and emily do? we went back to school to talk to mrs. Kaser. Jeez.. shes awesome. well anyways. now here i sit here, listening to Tiger Army, wondering what the hell im going to do with my summer... Im sure it will be good....
I cut Georgia's hair again but this time Sam doesnt like it.. He actually confessed to me That he doesnt like mine either.. "I guess I'm just too conventional," he said.
But whatever he thinks or says.. Its adorable.. pictures once i find my beloved camera. .... it grew legs.....